A Love Affair…with Cardamom

20130618-133933.jpgYears ago, working in Colorado in an area with a very heavy Middle Eastern population, I was introduced to the most wonderful spice – cardamom. It’s the magic that made the Persian tea so wonderful and also coincidentally a major component of Chai. Ever since then, I’ve loved and lusted after cardamom. It’s a pretty expensive spice, so I have not often had the chance to get it.

Then in the last year or so, bakers everywhere started advertising cardamom desserts. Get your cardamom raspberry cupcakes here! The problem however, is that I could never really taste the cardamom in any of these baked goods, which left me feeling let down. However, last week, when I stumbled across this recipe for Blackberry Cardamom Buckwheat Hand Pies, I knew I’d definitely give them a try, despite having never made pie crust or a fruit pie before. This is especially because I also have a serious thing for both berries, and buckwheat (both topics for future gushing posts). Seriously, when I mentioned I’d seen this recipe to Eddie, even he knew it was meant to be. Additionally, the pies called for cardamom in the crust AND the filling, so I was hopeful I’d even have a fairly strong cardamom flavor (just the way I like it!). Boy did they!

First off, I think it’s important to tip you off to my source for cardamom since some places it can be so expensive. Skip your grocery store where you’ll be able to get ground cardamom for something ridiculous like 15.99 for a little bottle and then you’ll never be able to use the whole thing anyway. Go to CostPlus World Market and buy the whole pods for $3.99 for a bottle. Then use a coffee grinder when you need ground cardamom.

For the full recipe, click here. I love the part where it calls for frozen butter so you can grate it into little pieces. I am not familiar with other pie crust recipes but this was really easy to work with and I was pleasantly surprised. Baking is something I’m sort of new to. Halfway through the recipe, I realized it was going to make way more than anticipated. I ended up making twice the filling because the crust was going so far and then I made all the pies and froze them. I made about half of them as described in the recipe (but using an upside-down pint glass because we definitely don’t have a 3″ biscuit cutter) and then made the other half larger, sized for two people and rectangular (think pop-tart – but SO much better).

They were TOTALLY delicious. And actually 2/3 of them remain in the freezer waiting for us to have a craving for pie. Then we’ll just pre-heat the oven to 400 – pop them in, and 15 minutes later enjoy wonderful, lovely pie. And the cardamom flavor totally shows through.

Pro-tip – if you start baking these, go out and get ice cream ahead of time. I made the amateur mistake of beginning to bake them and then deciding we’d TOTALLY need ice cream for them when they were already in the oven. So then Eddie had to go out on an emergency run even though I’d been to the store three times that day. You WILL want ice cream.



Book Review: The Truth About Style


Recently, I read the book The Truth About Style by Stacy London of What Not to Wear fame and it really spoke to me.

For years I’ve not really loved what I had to wear, I was also not interested in investing time and money in being more fashionable because it didn’t seem like it fit with my values of being frugal, sustainable, and authentic. All of this is what Stacy London writes about in her book The Truth About Style.

Stacy shares her own story, as well as the stories of nine other representative volunteers. They talk about their lives, their relationship with their bodies, confidence, and style, and then Stacy gives a “prescription” to help re-boot their style. However, the book is about a LOT more than that, because Stacy dives into why so many women struggle with something as simple as dressing ourselves, why dressing ourselves in a way that promotes confidents and shares our authentic selves matters, and, of course, shares some tips for doing just that. Reading this book helped me articulate why my own style journey has been so transformative.

Now, the fact that I even picked up this book may surprise practically anyone who has ever known me. My interest in style and fashion has mostly been in comfort and utility. In college, where I was constantly a fish out of water on a fairly fashionable campus, one of my best friends told me she admired the fact that I dressed for comfort not style – a sort of backhanded compliment if you will.

However, it was only recently that I realized that this approach wasn’t really working for me. A few months ago, I started to realize that I had hardly any clothes that I felt really comfortable and confident in. Whenever I did find an outfit I liked, I’d wear it over and over again and then still be out of things to wear in between each laundry day. Last year, I lost about 20 pounds and so on top of not really liking any of my clothes, none of them fit.

So, I decided I needed to find my own personal style. I tried looking at fashion blogs, or at things people had pinned on pinterest, but I felt overwhelmed. I really wanted to get to something that was very authentically ME, but had no idea how to do that, or how to tell what else I needed in my wardrobe. So, I waited. I talked with people and asked questions about how they dressed, and I kept an eye out for things that I liked. I also started saving some money knowing that when I was ready to act, I was going to invest in myself and spend some money to get to a place where I, like one of my favorite bloggers, could have a closet with only 10s. Then, one of those magic-universe-talking-to-you things happened, when this post came up on Off-Beat Home and Life. The article itself had some useful nuggets, but it was the comments that blew me away. Tons of suggestions to watch What Not To Wear and check out another book by Stacy London and her co-host, Clinton Kelly for tips. These were not some fashion lovers making these suggestions, but other people like me who had felt at a loss and then found this helpful.

I started watching What Not To Wear and then COULD NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT IT TO EVERYONE. I was amazed by what a difference the clothes made not only in how a person looked but also in how they were able to communicate their personalities to the world. I also realized that a big part of my problem was that I didn’t know how to find clothes that fit and flattered my body type. So I read the book, Dress Your Best, and set up an appointment with a Nordstrom Personal Stylist. I got a new haircut and let the stylist do whatever she wanted (best haircut I’ve ever had). Since then, I’ve been learning a lot about what I do and don’t like and have started getting towards my own closet of 10’s.

But I still couldn’t understand why I felt so happy about something as simple as clothing – until I read The Truth About Style. Stacy does a great job talking about what style communicates, how it’s different from fashion, and how it can actually empower people. Then I realized – I can’t stop talking about it because I feel empowered and didn’t have the language to explain that! I highly recommend The Truth About Style to anyone interested in thinking more about style. 

Small Space Furniture Building

Here in Seattle, we are currently in the process of making our little house a home. While Eddie has been living here almost a year, I just moved in, and we’re enjoying making it our own together. One of the really nice things for us has been the ability to custom-make furniture for our small space both to maximize storage potential and to save some money. While Eddie wouldn’t describe himself as handy, I took up some basic furniture building a couple years ago  after finding Ana White’s blog and find it to be a really fun, satisfying (sometimes frustrating) endeavor.

In my last place, I built a media center and two bookcases. They were really fun to make and ended up looking like they came out of a Pottery Barn catalog (but I guess I’m biased!). People were always shocked to hear I’d made them. Then came their next question, “but don’t you live in a dorm?*”Media CenterIMG_0055

So, after getting that question a million times, I thought I’d dive in and talk about what it’s like to build furniture in a small space with no access to outdoors or a garage! The short version – I lived with sawdust everywhere.

Room full of half made furniture photo

Now for the long version. In my last place, I had an extra bedroom/office area that I took over from time to time with projects. The first time I built any furniture, it took ages and I had no extra room for about 4 months while it looked like this.

I don’t have a table saw so at first, I would figure out every cut I needed to do, drive home 6 hours to my parent’s house, talk my dad into helping me buy and cut the wood, stuff all the wood into my tiny well-loved, magic Honda Fit, and drive home. Now, I do a combination of that, and getting things cut at McClendon’s – the best hardware store ever – who are happy to help me make a bunch of project cuts, even on wood I already had.

I’d work in spurts and sometimes clean up in between and sometimes live with the chaos. So, sometimes my kitchen, living room, and extra rooms looked like this:


When it came time for stain or paint, I laid down a huge drop cloth from a hardware store and went for it. While things were drying, they couldn’t really be moved, so I had to just live with it and get it done.

*This is a whole other conversation sometime, but for the first several years of my career, I worked with college residence halls and this involved living in an on-campus apartment. So technically, yes, I did live in a dorm.